went to ECP for a run yesterday and my thighs are cramped today thanks to not having exercised since i started preparing for my prelims. I ran more than 4km without stopping and i suppose that's a great achievement haha! but my face, as usual, turned tomato red and some guys were like, 'Wa! ang ang ah!" (ang means red in hokkien.) Like, oh shut up already. it's not my fault that my facial blood circulation is damn good:/

and muahaha LTA actually shortlisted me for a second round of interview! I was like OMG. I'm hoping they are not calling me back so I can go there to brighten up their day with my crappy lines. My dad said they probably liked me cos I am frank about myself and the answers I gave were not those typical, 'scholar-ly' answers. Bah. I dont think I have high hopes of getting the scholarship, but since Im given the chance, better buck up and put in extra effort instead of procrasinating till the night before the interview. Actually the more I think about the LTA, the more intrigued I am to join it, especially for the fact that my courses would be totally relevant to the organization. I can both improve Singapore's society, and help out in the Third World! aiya nvm dont wanna talk so much about it cos I most likely wont geddit. : (

And I got rejected for the PSC scholarship bwaaah. Wasted my time writing essay for them hmph >.< but like the man of my life! says, only students with straight A's and outstanding CCA records will even stand a chance. What can I expect when I've got a Blemish and only joined a CCA in the second year of my JC life which happens to comprise of only 2 years!

Anyway the man of my life! came down to my house just to see me for a couple of hours cos I was feeling kinda low. We took a walk around the 'outskirts' (ok wtv the word should be) of my house which was pretty romantic considering that it was actually along a long-gang lol.. well anyway there were these shrubs with dainty white flowers and at one particular shrub there were many many dark green bits on the ground. They looked like mini corns, chopped, and I was thinking Oh! so cute! to myself and was about to pick one of these pod/seed/fruit- lookalike when the man of my life! dragged me away in a huff and exclaimed CAREFUL AH! there was this HUGE caterpillar right above where I was crouching. It's like 10 cm long and disgustingly thick, slightly thicker than the average thumb. As I marvelled at it, I saw i squirm and a dark green thing popped out of its ass and dropped to the ground-ful ground of green corn-lookalikes. :/ I deliberately stepped on one later and found out how sof and squishy it is, so im very glad that I didnt pick one up between my fingers-.-

And I'm almost addicted to heroes! sadly Ive got to wait the weekends cos my little sis has school work during weekdays. Hiro is soooo cute LOL. Argh!