Sunday, April 30, 2006
photoblog!
too lazy for words so heres some pics and captions :D
my darling lost his crown glory! lol!
dun ask me why my face was like that. :/
my grandma eating durians!
so cute right i LOVE this pic ahhaha!
and her too :D
me and my cousin lihui.. so young wear spects!
but she's cute :) knows how to por adults really well
haha
me and limin.. wish i had her as a younger sis sometimes haha
she'd be the perfect "in between" for me and my younger
sis.. i'd make sure she doesnt turn bad:X
me and win keng.. brother to limin and lihui
grew up with him but well, the older you get
the further the distance lol.. wish he were my older
brother lol.. again, the perfect "inbtween" for me and
my older sis haha
me and zen zen.. she's very spoilt! and fat! but cute la :)
today's granpa's bday... but the main focus of this
pic is MY DOUBLE CHIN LOLOLOLOL!
this is to make up for the previous bad pic lol!
stuffed my double chin away :D
love,
ching
too lazy for words so heres some pics and captions :D
my darling lost his crown glory! lol!
dun ask me why my face was like that. :/
my grandma eating durians!
so cute right i LOVE this pic ahhaha!
and her too :D
me and my cousin lihui.. so young wear spects!
but she's cute :) knows how to por adults really well
haha
me and limin.. wish i had her as a younger sis sometimes haha
she'd be the perfect "in between" for me and my younger
sis.. i'd make sure she doesnt turn bad:X
me and win keng.. brother to limin and lihui
grew up with him but well, the older you get
the further the distance lol.. wish he were my older
brother lol.. again, the perfect "inbtween" for me and
my older sis haha
me and zen zen.. she's very spoilt! and fat! but cute la :)
today's granpa's bday... but the main focus of this
pic is MY DOUBLE CHIN LOLOLOLOL!
this is to make up for the previous bad pic lol!
stuffed my double chin away :D
love,
ching
ching gave some lovin' at
12:05 AM;
12:05 AM;
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
some random thoughts
it cant be pms because my period ended last sunday.
it cant be intolerance because i've put up with it longer than many ppl have.
it could be stress, but why doesnt the annoyance stem from others?
well, den, it must be you.
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i see minced meat in my ba chor mee. after eating i decided to eat some mints to clear the smell. i feel so tired of hearing shakespearean tragedies and watching an over dramatized play, i wish i could drink some soda and forget all about it. that's my threshold; you can go eat candie.
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pull those you've known and trusted in the past few years closer to you and you'll realize there aint a gap at all. i know you more than i expected to, i live no regrets about it; you're the reason that i am kept saint at all. thanks for accpepting me for who i am.
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it's not about being provocative.
it's about being enlightened.
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honestly i think white people only grow up at the age of 60. i am not anti-white, but i honestly think that they are the most horrible people on earth. i concede not all are incorrigible, but most are.
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ching
it cant be pms because my period ended last sunday.
it cant be intolerance because i've put up with it longer than many ppl have.
it could be stress, but why doesnt the annoyance stem from others?
well, den, it must be you.
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i see minced meat in my ba chor mee. after eating i decided to eat some mints to clear the smell. i feel so tired of hearing shakespearean tragedies and watching an over dramatized play, i wish i could drink some soda and forget all about it. that's my threshold; you can go eat candie.
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pull those you've known and trusted in the past few years closer to you and you'll realize there aint a gap at all. i know you more than i expected to, i live no regrets about it; you're the reason that i am kept saint at all. thanks for accpepting me for who i am.
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it's not about being provocative.
it's about being enlightened.
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honestly i think white people only grow up at the age of 60. i am not anti-white, but i honestly think that they are the most horrible people on earth. i concede not all are incorrigible, but most are.
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ching
ching gave some lovin' at
7:29 PM;
7:29 PM;
Friday, April 07, 2006
7th April, the beginning of lonliness :(
Today steven enlisted into NDU...
*breaks out into sobs*
sorry. :/ it was only till i got home that i realize how much tears i held back when we parted. one minute we were lying on the table looking into each other's eyes, within the next minute i had to leave. bloody officers! and because steven's mum was there, we couldnt kiss. he hugged me, but i didnt hug him back because his mum was looking... i couldnt bear to leave.. the sembawang camp looks like prison camp la alamak... :(
i talked a lot to his mum today, the first time we had a long, intimate conversation. because only we could come to send steven off, we sat together in the hall, on the bus etc.. yes steven is a
confirmed stubborn ass who is smart but lazy, lol...
He made me something that he calls the "Pandora Box of Love"... it's a box filled with big envelopes which im not supposed to open till the stated day. But well a huge bar of chocolate fell out just now, which is supposedly meant for the 13th april... oops not my fault hon! :x
I made him sth similar too.. but mine comes in a small notebook cos i was thinking he cant possibly keep a large, conspicuous box or wtv. And mine got thumbnails of our photos k :D
BUT. sigh. i still miss him so much. i felt so lonely on the 1hr (X 3) bus ride from bedok to woodlands and vice versa.. usually i'd sms him, or he'd call to accompany me, or he'd be right beside me and i'd be lying in his chest... : (
im so dependent on him, it's hard to smile in his absence..
but i guess, im still luckier. sigh.
thank goodness i have frens. like onggie! and e rest of the bombos:D
anyway i lost my wallet.. SORRY CHERYL AND HAOJIN : ( and mummy too.. i jsut realized today her SD card worth abt a hundred was in my wallet... miserable creeps who found my purse and din give it to the lost and found at the bus terminals UGHUGHUGH.. to think i am always honest enough to return ppl's lost belongings like HP! @*$@(*$@(*#@
bloody hell, want my $20 den take it la return me my EZlink card, SD card and Topshop + Popular cards!!! all of which dun belong to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (except for the ugly ez link card).
and speaking of the SD card, i cant imagine the miserably dishonest creep peeping and prying into my pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGHUGHUGH... invasion of privacy CREEPS.
love (steven... and cheryl and haojin too who are exceptionally understanding and sweet thanks gurls..),
ching
p/s: i love you
-----------> great book by Cecelia Ahern.. my favourite book so far. although i rarely read.
Today steven enlisted into NDU...
*breaks out into sobs*
sorry. :/ it was only till i got home that i realize how much tears i held back when we parted. one minute we were lying on the table looking into each other's eyes, within the next minute i had to leave. bloody officers! and because steven's mum was there, we couldnt kiss. he hugged me, but i didnt hug him back because his mum was looking... i couldnt bear to leave.. the sembawang camp looks like prison camp la alamak... :(
i talked a lot to his mum today, the first time we had a long, intimate conversation. because only we could come to send steven off, we sat together in the hall, on the bus etc.. yes steven is a
confirmed stubborn ass who is smart but lazy, lol...
He made me something that he calls the "Pandora Box of Love"... it's a box filled with big envelopes which im not supposed to open till the stated day. But well a huge bar of chocolate fell out just now, which is supposedly meant for the 13th april... oops not my fault hon! :x
I made him sth similar too.. but mine comes in a small notebook cos i was thinking he cant possibly keep a large, conspicuous box or wtv. And mine got thumbnails of our photos k :D
BUT. sigh. i still miss him so much. i felt so lonely on the 1hr (X 3) bus ride from bedok to woodlands and vice versa.. usually i'd sms him, or he'd call to accompany me, or he'd be right beside me and i'd be lying in his chest... : (
im so dependent on him, it's hard to smile in his absence..
but i guess, im still luckier. sigh.
thank goodness i have frens. like onggie! and e rest of the bombos:D
anyway i lost my wallet.. SORRY CHERYL AND HAOJIN : ( and mummy too.. i jsut realized today her SD card worth abt a hundred was in my wallet... miserable creeps who found my purse and din give it to the lost and found at the bus terminals UGHUGHUGH.. to think i am always honest enough to return ppl's lost belongings like HP! @*$@(*$@(*#@
bloody hell, want my $20 den take it la return me my EZlink card, SD card and Topshop + Popular cards!!! all of which dun belong to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (except for the ugly ez link card).
and speaking of the SD card, i cant imagine the miserably dishonest creep peeping and prying into my pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGHUGHUGH... invasion of privacy CREEPS.
love (steven... and cheryl and haojin too who are exceptionally understanding and sweet thanks gurls..),
ching
p/s: i love you
-----------> great book by Cecelia Ahern.. my favourite book so far. although i rarely read.
ching gave some lovin' at
11:27 PM;
11:27 PM;