ching gave some lovin' at
11:45 PM;

I once read in CLEO that if a guy makes you a compilation of his songs in a CD and gives it to you, he's crazy about you. And that's what steven did for me. when he first did it, i didnt think much of it... in fact i thought that he was trying to influence me haha. but now as i play the music, it really makes me understand why CLEO said so. It's ineffable. It's just that feeling. gee. actually he's made me 2 such CDs.. im playing the one that says "Nube and Ching: Our music", but actually it's all the songs he likes haha! I love him :) he went to Tekong for his land phase on thurs and is supposed to be back today, but he still hasnt returned :( the past 3 years have made me so dependent on him... only he is capable of making me feel the way i do for him. siggggggh!

yesterday i went for a job interview with loh. Got accepted for the job and accepted it, but in the end my parents displayed vehement opposition (try "NOOOO!! BLUFF WAN! you'll be like leading the sheep to the wolf's mouth!!") to it so i called back the guy and tell him loh and i couldnt work for him. might as well. i dont want to work on sundays anyway, and i hate pestering people on the streets.

YAY STEVEN JUST CALLED!!! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

love,
ching!

ching gave some lovin' at
6:03 PM;

chilled out at cher's place with my sec skl clique (ie cheryl, hwei, phoon:D) at cher's place yday, it was great fun :) i prefer chilling out to roaming around town aimlessly.. once in a while it's fun to dress up, feel good at hit town, but the best way to spend time with frens is to wear t shirt and shorts and breakout into guffaws reminiscing about the old dorky days, stuff our faces with food as we watch movies, and just.. chat... just that simple:)

gonna stay at home for the next few days cos been going out too much. and im seriously broke after paying my mum my hp bill :/ ive got like wad, a dollar in my purse now.

and i've put on weight yeah!! after all the junk-fooding heh. I'm happy with how i look now:) but i cant grow any fatter cos steven doesnt like fat girls and yeah i wanna maintain my current size.

he's such a sweetie i think i've got the most fantastic bf ever :D he's everything good put into 1; irreplaceable! now that my brain doesnt have to function for any other serious purpose, i'm perpetually thinking of him:)))))) now that's what i call living!

ching

ching gave some lovin' at
6:55 PM;