I once read in CLEO that if a guy makes you a compilation of his songs in a CD and gives it to you, he's crazy about you. And that's what steven did for me. when he first did it, i didnt think much of it... in fact i thought that he was trying to influence me haha. but now as i play the music, it really makes me understand why CLEO said so. It's ineffable. It's just that feeling. gee. actually he's made me 2 such CDs.. im playing the one that says "Nube and Ching: Our music", but actually it's all the songs he likes haha! I love him :) he went to Tekong for his land phase on thurs and is supposed to be back today, but he still hasnt returned :( the past 3 years have made me so dependent on him... only he is capable of making me feel the way i do for him. siggggggh!

yesterday i went for a job interview with loh. Got accepted for the job and accepted it, but in the end my parents displayed vehement opposition (try "NOOOO!! BLUFF WAN! you'll be like leading the sheep to the wolf's mouth!!") to it so i called back the guy and tell him loh and i couldnt work for him. might as well. i dont want to work on sundays anyway, and i hate pestering people on the streets.

YAY STEVEN JUST CALLED!!! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

love,
ching!