Friday, April 07, 2006
7th April, the beginning of lonliness :(Today steven enlisted into NDU...*breaks out into sobs*sorry. :/ it was only till i got home that i realize how much tears i held back when we parted. one minute we were lying on the table looking into each other's eyes, within the next minute i had to leave. bloody officers! and because steven's mum was there, we couldnt kiss. he hugged me, but i didnt hug him back because his mum was looking... i couldnt bear to leave.. the sembawang camp looks like prison camp la alamak... :(i talked a lot to his mum today, the first time we had a long, intimate conversation. because only we could come to send steven off, we sat together in the hall, on the bus etc.. yes steven is aconfirmed stubborn ass who is smart but lazy, lol...He made me something that he calls the "Pandora Box of Love"... it's a box filled with big envelopes which im not supposed to open till the stated day. But well a huge bar of chocolate fell out just now, which is supposedly meant for the 13th april... oops not my fault hon! :xI made him sth similar too.. but mine comes in a small notebook cos i was thinking he cant possibly keep a large, conspicuous box or wtv. And mine got thumbnails of our photos k :DBUT. sigh. i still miss him so much. i felt so lonely on the 1hr (X 3) bus ride from bedok to woodlands and vice versa.. usually i'd sms him, or he'd call to accompany me, or he'd be right beside me and i'd be lying in his chest... : (im so dependent on him, it's hard to smile in his absence..but i guess, im still luckier. sigh.
thank goodness i have frens. like onggie! and e rest of the bombos:D
anyway i lost my wallet.. SORRY CHERYL AND HAOJIN : ( and mummy too.. i jsut realized today her SD card worth abt a hundred was in my wallet... miserable creeps who found my purse and din give it to the lost and found at the bus terminals UGHUGHUGH.. to think i am always honest enough to return ppl's lost belongings like HP! @*$@(*$@(*#@bloody hell, want my $20 den take it la return me my EZlink card, SD card and Topshop + Popular cards!!! all of which dun belong to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (except for the ugly ez link card).and speaking of the SD card, i cant imagine the miserably dishonest creep peeping and prying into my pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGHUGHUGH... invasion of privacy CREEPS.love (steven... and cheryl and haojin too who are exceptionally understanding and sweet thanks gurls..),chingp/s: i love you -----------> great book by Cecelia Ahern.. my favourite book so far. although i rarely read.
ching gave some lovin' at
11:27 PM;
