Wednesday, March 08, 2006
in the past 5 days, i was brought into a new world where suddenly any problems i had became trival, whiny complains, and the wishes i have for my life felt superficial and stupid. The pain i witnessed hurt me; it was way more than the measly pain i felt when i tumbled down the a flight of steps in sec4, way more than the pain i feel when i have a fight with steven. Like Nel said, the pain was so real. Yea it was so real that it cut all of our hearts so deeply- but not as deep as those who were pierced. I know life is unfair, but in times like this I cant help but ask God why it is so unfair, why bad things befall good people. I hope that He will answer me. I see a cheery sweet girl who has lost the glint in her eyes and the radiance on her face and the ability to laugh wholeheartedly, a girl whose eyes keep brimming with tears, a tiny girl bogged down by by the weight of memories and pain. How can any heart not feel pain. love, ching
ching gave some lovin' at
8:37 PM;
